lately I’ve been thinking about love. no, not romantic or sexual love or any other kind of love in particular. I mean the force that binds the universe together. I mean the reason God created humanity. I mean the love that’s a fact of life, not a dirty word. what was I thinking about love? I was thinking about how much of it I have within me.
I’m not really sure what I can say about the subject. And that’s ok. I don’t really need to say anything or figure anything out. All I wanted to share is that I was thinking about love. that’s a good sign. as I grew up I was very closed in on myself and not very communicative. I let a lot of hatred and resentment develop within me. ‘Abdu’l-Bahá says that we should destroy thoughts of hatred with more powerful thoughts of love. I think that’s a good idea. Hence the thoughts about love. it feels good to be following the advice of a Divine Physician.
Things are beginning to wrap up at work. the next few days will most probably involve a whole heck of a lot of rushing. I think I can deal with that, and live. And when it’s all over, I’ll be happier than a strawberry shortcake.
please pray for me. it helps.