hello. I’m back home and just thought I would blog a bit. Last weekend was really great, I got to hang around with the gang of Bahá’í youth from Sherbrooke. Now there’s a group with a lot of potential. They are really unified, full of love, and willing to serve.
lately I’ve been thinking about love. no, not romantic or sexual love or any other kind of love in particular. I mean the force that binds the universe together. I mean the reason God created humanity. I mean the love that’s a fact of life, not a dirty word. what was I thinking about love? I was thinking about how much of it I have within me.
I’m not really sure what I can say about the subject. And that’s ok. I don’t really need to say anything or figure anything out. All I wanted to share is that I was thinking about love. that’s a good sign. as I grew up I was very closed in on myself and not very communicative. I let a lot of hatred and resentment develop within me. ‘Abdu’l-Bahá says that we should destroy thoughts of hatred with more powerful thoughts of love. I think that’s a good idea. Hence the thoughts about love. it feels good to be following the advice of a Divine Physician.
Things are beginning to wrap up at work. the next few days will most probably involve a whole heck of a lot of rushing. I think I can deal with that, and live. And when it’s all over, I’ll be happier than a strawberry shortcake.
please pray for me. it helps.